oh man i'm so high. i dunno why i'm so high these few days. being too hyper ain't good you know. HAHA. i keep on laughing for every single thing even though it's not funny. heh. ok so anyway, today i kept on singing during lesson again. and huiyi got kinda irritated by me. HAHA.she complained to adee that i was very noisy during class and that i was singing very out of tune. and addee wanted to hear me sing but i refused to sing for her. HAHA. pe we had free period to decorate the class cause i dunno what happened to mrs heng. and instead of helping out, i erm replied petrina's letter. heh. recess we played this trusting game where one person is supposed to stand in between two people and the person in the middle have to trust the other two people to push them to and fro. and as usual i ALWAYS have to be the middle person.
oh oh oh. cs was DAMN FUNNY. we were walking to the monet lab then me, addy and huiyi were walking together. the erm shorties. then after that they saw us then the TALL TALL people, sarah, steph and genelle walked together. HAHA DAMN CUTE! damn funny can! then then genelle stood beside huiyi, steph stood beside addee, and i stood beside sarah. HAHAHA! can you imagine the picture. its like tall, short, tall, short, tall, short. HAHAHA. DAMN CUTE! addee is steph's baby. huiyi is genelle's baby. and i am sarah's baby. HAHAHA! damn funny. then then during cs, addee ACCIDENTALLY switched off the power switch while doing the photolog thingy. HAHA! so addee and steph's computer just switched off and they had to redo it all over again. HAHAHA damn funny can! how she can switch off the power circuit also i dunno. haha!

after school went to macs at tanglin with sarah and gayle. HAHAHA! gayle was telling sarah that ice lemon tea mixed with chili sauce can radiate heat. so she poured chili sauce and mixed it with ice lemon tea on top of the tray. then she put her hand on top of the chili sauce and was like "there see see got heat". then then sarah put her hand on top of it and gayle knocked her hand onto the chili sauce. HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY! omg. gayle told me what she was going to do to sarah before it happened. and while gayle was doing it i couldn't help laughing! but gayle could manage a straight face man. i dunno how she does it la. HAHA! and stupid sarah kept on pulling off my rubberband. then we were at the traffic light and she just ran off with my rubberband la! that mean ass! haha.

so i realised one thing. while sarah is the one who always bullies me, gayle bullies sarah. HAHA. so everyone got somebody who bullies them. hmmm. so who bullies genelle? no one dares to bully her cause everyone's so scared of her. hmmm.

HAHA. diyana claims that if she were to be a lesbo, she'd rather her girlfriend to be physically and mentally a GIRL instead of having her lesbo partner looking like a guy. HAHA. well, this so isn't the case in crescent. haha.

oh man i'm sooo sick of coming home every single day to hear naggings and more naggings on coming home late everyday, when your LATE isn't even late at all. i'm sooo sick of you keep on calling me asking me where i am and asking me to come home quick and why am i so late and whatever. i'm soooo sick of you not letting me do what i want to do and not allowing me to do EVERY single thing. can't you just respect MY life and AT LEAST give me some space to breathe? yea i know you're worried about me but don't you think you're getting a little too paranoid and over-protective? i'm turning fourteen this year please. bleagh.

ok i NEED NEED NEED to study for science and maths commontest. i CANNOT CANNOT screw this commontest up. if not, oh man i'm SERIOUSLY dead. say byebye to hockey nadiah. AAAHH. i have suddenly lost interest in studying. AAAHH i need the motivation! someone please give me some motivation! and i actually forgotten to bring home my science textbook when the science commontest is on MONDAY! i felt like i had forgotten sth and then i realised i had forgotten to bring home my textbook. oh man i panicked like shit la! luckily lydiawati was nice enough to lend me her last year science textbook! THANK YOU! XD
ok ok MUST STUDY NOW! oh wait i forgot i dun have my science textbook. SO SHITIFIED LA CAN. haha i sound so gan chiong to study. heh.
THERE'S HOCKEY TOMORROW! whoots! at NTU. but nvm. the thing is, THERE'S HOCKEY TMRW! xD haha ok sorry.

cause she's EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING I'M NOT;

(3:16 AM)